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1:07pm: I don't really see a point in updating

11:40am: Hm So. Shit's crazy
. I miss my friends, though Im kind of confused by them. 
Like..I dont know. 
Nashalie, has a boyfriend; and its not like she isnt there anymore or anything
 It's just. I dont know, it feels like she isnt there half the time, and I know that isnt her fault. 
Then Ashley, I love her; she's one of my best friends [ Duh ].  
But I hardly spend time with her either. 
& It's weird, I've been worrying about a certain thing lately
 & I cant even tell them about it, Not only because I don't have the time to talk to either one of them 
It's just that it's a touchy subject. So I haven't had the chance to talk to anyone about it.
 Then Adam, It's crazy; I still love him. 
Not in the sense of wanting to be with him, because I know that'll never work
 Just getting used to shit without him, kills me. 
It's like..I dont know..I want to get over him;
 But for some reason just thinking about things with him, like memories I guess It makes me happy. 
But then I feel 4 times sadder; because I know I kind of screwed that up too..

 Anyways,  My grades are all down the drain 
I failed all of my classes 
This year's been screwed up
 But for some reason, I dont care
. I just dont anymore About that, all the drama.
 I just dont give a shit. & it actually feels better this way, not caring. 

But Im glad I have my friends, well the ones that stayed with me
 It's just scary thinking they'd go away, or something If that were to happen I wouldnt know what to do. 




So I hit on Jesus again, he's so cute. :] 
I want him, lol. I dont know, I could see myself with him& it seems like he kinda likes me, 
so I dont know something can happen there. kay, im done.

10:10am: I need you. *Dont walk away.* [ It's my heart that's about to break. ]

Im suffocating

Do you feel it too?

[ New Myspace, Im going to be deleting my other 2. I think. ]

1:37pm: Lmao Look what I found.

Yes my first LJ.


Wow.

stretsofwindixe

....&& lets not forget my last one.
OH the emo slutness
ximlyingtoyoux.

I used to have a blogger thing...I wonder if I can find that one...
It was something like whochangedmcnuggets

or somethin..who knows..

8:53am: Wow. I dont know what it is, but sometimes I think about people. Like people I used to talk to or maybe people Ive seen but never actually had a conversation with. It's weird.

Like this guy, Kyle. I used to have a crush on, he was cool. But I've stopped talking to him for certain reasons. But it's weird when I see him now..like theres this weird tension...Idk if he feels it too.

And Jay. I was never Actually friends with him, and when I find myself thinking about him randomly I get pissed. I want to hate him for the way he made me feel. But I cant.

And Josh. I don't know anyone who's ever forgave me the way he did. And who kept taking me back after I kept dumping him like I did...

And Sue, the way I was so obsessed with her. The way I couldnt forget about her. And now I just feel sorry for her....

It's just weird..

12:57pm: Let's Get These Teen Hearts Beating Faster

 

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